Tuesday, May 31, 2005.

LET ME HEAR YOU MOVE IT MOVE IT!
SHAKE SHAKE!
LET ME SEE YOUR SEXY SHAKE!

omg la,didn't expect to get so hyper during sc audition.
hahhahas.
quite lucky to have a group called the FABULOUS FIVE!
YAYY!
:]

hahhhas.
started at htis station about the chair one la.
lame.
and then go to interview.
actually all very nervous one.
but then we started to crack jokes.
'eheh you 60 cent'
'ook i 50 cent'
eheh elwin,you 1 cent'
hahahs.
we all started cracking jokes about going to the interview and start rapping la.
funny pooop.
and then we were really crapping.
jj didn't really talk.
okok.
the fag 5 consists og me,van,inggrid,jj and this guy which i forgot wht is his name.
andand elwin is my facilitator.
lame crap guy la he.
and then when we got into the interview room jj started talking.like seriously talk la.
then he robbed our chances of speaking.
hahahhas.
then got announcement station.
got the scenario station.
got dance station which i totally blew it.
and the cheering station.
yea tht's about it la.
hahhahhas.
and then jing lu and this other guy taged with the us.
hahahhas.
then we keep crapping all the way la.
and then like we played some funny games and peanut thing and the qing qiang sha.
wth la
quite funnny.
went to bedok there and eat.
then this uncle selling tissues came up to us.
then he was crapping around saying 'ni da lao po hen piao liang'
'mai gei ta tissue la'
then jj and the other guy was like diaoded.
lmaoo.
hahaahhs.
and today i kept erm.
aiya the fab 5 shld know la horh.
i kept erm.
expelling things.
hahahhahs.
but overall this thing was kinda coool.
just tht if i do not get in,
i would be happy and sad.
happy is tht i can save more time you know,as there is a lot of commitments.
sad is that i wun get to be even more crazy and wun get to learn how to lead.
yea.
and today yeehan was funny.
'can i have his number?'
just by looking at the neop la.
hahahahs.
she funny la.
all of the sudden go and danec with me chacha.
and vanessa ah.
you broke no need to buy me anything la.
and like i am really sorry if i really forced you to come or whatever.
i thought that it just would be fun.
ii didn't know you would grumble at my ear all the time.
hahahahs.


WE LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!
GO FABULOUS SEXY FIVE!

9:27 PM
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Monday, May 30, 2005.

omfgg!!
i am so happy!!
erm this is really kinda embarassing tho.
cos my mom bought me a madagascar tee from bossini kids!
WHEE!
:))))))

AHAHAHS.
today is kinda like rough.
i got like dragged out of bed again cos i had to send my maid back home.
will rlly miss her tho.
great.
now i have to do laundry,dishes and a bit of cooking.
and tidying up my room.
man,how bad can this get?
then my mom was of course in bad mood la.
screaming and snappping off my head all the time.
gorged myself again.
sighh.
then went to ccc and saw hsinying.
yep she looks good.
yahh,i think tht's about it la.

and i went to gym with sining.
hahahahs.
amusing conversation in there!
=]

oh ya,tmr got sc interview.
i think i so am gonna flunk and mess it up.
but i think it wun hurt by just giving it a try la.
yea.
maybe i am just not fit.
so pai,rebellious and not committed.
well,we'll see.

9:40 PM
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mirror mirror i wish you could lie to me,and bring my baby back to me.

6:10 PM
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Sunday, May 29, 2005.

hahahs.
red and gold;all over my arms.
lovely.


today like had tennis.
didn't play well.
got pissed.
dunno why.
this few days like i get pissed so easily.
hasigh.
came back home and then ate ate ate.
these few days i am gorging myself like crazy.
these fewdays i just am not right.
maybe the gals were right.
watch kids central.
like i am addikted la.
omgg.
i have a immature mind.
hahahohosnortsnort.
then i overslept and got a scolding from dawn.
cos i promised to go with her to the block 120 funfair.
not bad la.
tht is where i got my lovely arms paintings from!
and guess what?
i saw him.
he was just so handsome!
that megawatt shy grin that he shot at me,almost made me melt on the spot.
sigh.
crazy infatuatiion.
omfgg.
i would just die to talk to him.
tis is the first time i am swooning about a stranger la.
ok fine,i know him a lil.
sigh.
hahhas,if dawn ever see me type this.
she will go'there she goes again'.
dawn was heroic today.
she screamt at this unreasonable old ah pek.
HAHAHS.
DAWN!YOU ROCK!
and then like there was a tampins idol.
i was like stunned.
at their 'great' singing abilities and stuff.
hahahs.
i saw cute shane!
ahh!
he is so cute.
both are equally cute!
ok so i met da gu there.
we both got grafiti on our arms.
da gu's one is very nice.
hahahhas.
and tampines court has a lot of pretty girls and cute boys!
hahahahs.
go there and see.
like really pweddy and handsome.
so it was like i went to dawn's house and sang karaoke.
AHAHHAS.
DAMN FUNNY.
i swear tht the glass almost broke la.
and stupid dawn bumped into me and my beautiful hennna was like smudged.
and heR shirt also kenna.
but the nice lady help me draw back.
and then we went to eat.
dawn was raving on how some pple changed their image so much.
and nice nice pinrui sent me madagascar and happy tree friends for my phone's theme.
hahhas.
i am taller than bryan's cousin!
whee!

mmm.yesterday there was not much ahppening.
just tht i went to play badminton with the peepos.
omg.
i realised tht jiajie is very shuai!
like now he has this golden-brown tan and tht his hair is cute!
ahahahs.


ohh man,after watch armegeddon or whtevr the spelling is,
the show just makes me wanna cry.
and i wanna cry too.
cos my maid is going back to her home tmr for 3 weeks.
gotta do my own dishes,laundry,room blahblah.
life doesn't get any better.
just wanna SCREAM.



everything you do,everything that you say,
makes me wanna go ooh oooh ohh ohh.

11:23 PM
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Saturday, May 28, 2005.

fucking hell.
my com shut down 2 times alr.
now have to retype again.

ok.i just came back frm the treetop walk la.
quite fun la.
i actually slept late so dad had to pull me away from my bed.
it was very amusing to see cedric and joyce together.
hahas.

yesterday i went down at 9 cos i thot i booked the mpp at 9.
but then i actually booked at 8.
so when the stupid goldfish found out tht i was in the wrong.
she was grinning like shit.
felt like digging her eyes out.
anyway me and braces sista went to the playground to talk.
me and her had a rough week.
i love cheryl.
the way she consoled me and all that.
yea she rocks.

and then mom and dad are very nice to me.
mom wants to give me $100 for shopping.
dad wants to buy me a netball and baball.
they still want to buy for me stuff even though the gross attitude i showed them these few days.
i just dun deserve tht.

o ya.
i didn't blog for thurs.
on thurs we went to the bedok library for learning journey,
not bad la.
then i was the team leader la.
i so didn't call my group stingray.
its the others!
so dun blame me van!
and i was so hungry.
i wanted to eat in cafe galillee.
or how do spell tht.
but then so ex.
the lil choc cake was like $2.20
the milkshake was $4.
just by seeing analise and the others eat made me mad.
but they were nice.
they offered me.
haha.and then i had to rush back to school for netball match.
nice leon accompanied me back.
he was worrying about whether bus 14 will go to tanah merah interchange.
and we were also saying who would win.
but of course now we all know tht carrie won.
i dun think she deserves it la.
i thought vonzell was better.
but now,we can't change the outcome so i am looking forward to carrie's songs.
hopefully it wld be as nice as kelly clarkson's.
so then we went to kallang netball centre together.
haha bus service 31 was packed with us.
damn funny.
the aussies were so tall.
i mean very very tall.
but then we thrased them for c div.
24-4
cos alicia damn good la.
she always intercept the balls.
so my job is like so sian.
and i kept talking to my shooter.
her name is ellie.
and then i think we were having a chat session instead of a match.
SCISSORS PAPER ROCK!&
some funny slang.&
the name 'princess'
and how the coach praises them bcos they could catch the balls when the passes were so easy.&
how petty and complacent they were.
ok i wun say who is it refering ts pretty obvious.
after the match we watched the seniors play.
of course they thrashed them.
21-8.
i mean if the aussie tht kang li was guarding wasn't1 head taller than her,they wouldn't even have gained more than 5.
haha.
after the whole match we went to kfc and eat.
we were so rowdy la.
and then tht stupid louisa got and squirt chilli all over wanqi.
poor gal.
geraldine they all were doing some chilli stuff.
then we took mrt back home.
we kept gaywalking la.
then i reached home at 8.30 pm.
louisa sponsored my bus fares.
haha i love louisa!!
maybe i am just sensitive.but i think u guys are daoing me.
then i went down and played baball.
dunno what has got into me nowadays.
i play baball everyday.
and then
sth happened.
wesley came in,pulled the fottball net and the goalpost fell on his leg.
his dad,instead of helping him,slapped his leg.
coach keh scolded him.
just bcos he had to play a tournament on mon.
i think they are crazy.
the pole was so heavy and they did not do anything bout it.
not concerned bout tht son at all.
crazy guy.

aiya guys,thnx for the concern.i dun think i am not as crazy as before.
i think i am still me.
although nowadays i admit i am acting like a total jerk and not really myself.
maybe its the stress i am facing from schoolwork,exmas and peer pressure.
but thnx for asking.

2:30 PM
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Friday, May 27, 2005.

like omg,some parts of my posts you actually need to highlight them.
how l-a-m-e is that.
ahaha.i got back my report book today.
somebody please save me from the sea of despair.
how tragic.
i am highhigh today.
tht's bcos while cleaning the stupid classroom,we had to use thinner to clean off the graffiti or how do you spell it.
andi was like snifffing it all the time.
haha.
i am not a drug addict.
and then me and the girls use the glass cleaner and newspaper and we painstakingly cleaned the windows and those assholes go and dirty it.
we had to minus points for tht.
so damn farking pissed.
then we went for the sports talk.
so funny.
we damn enthu about cheering for the vjc principal.
whoa.
i think jc is gonna be damn hard.
shit.
oh and then me and wanqi went to eat at bedok food centre.
we practically gorged ourselves la.
i ate ban mian then wan qi eat laksa and durian ice kachang.
tht old cow asked me to ewat with her.
then we went to the library.
found out tht my library card was lost.
hasigh.
and then when me and wanqi were reading,this sissy came and said
'xiaomei,wo ke yi zuo zai zhe li ma?'
i was like ok.
then he was like reading the newspapers ALOUD in a girly voice.
then he was like tsktsk all the time.
me and wanqi were trying to not to burst out laughing.
then we went home while drinking bubble tea.
nudges wanqi and wondes who was the farting whhile drinking bubble tea.
came home and sleep and sleep after reading rave bk 32.
mommy is nice.
she bought for me disgusting sunblock and a halter-neck which reveals my cleavage.
gross.
and she bought TONNES of chocos for me.
and she tried some red earth make up on me.
haha.
gotta go down.cheryl's waiting for me!!


how am i gonna survive?

8:51 PM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005.

i dun wanna fall to pieces;i just wanna sit and stare at you.

avril lavinge's songs rocks la!
today was a funny day.
it was raining heavily and then i went to school late.
then when papa fetched me there,my umbrella was inverted.
so i got a bit wet trying to fix it into shape.
sheesh.
then we got loads of free periods.
poor yingzhi,she doesn't have the guts to hit boys and get her cards back.
but i did it.
hhhhaahaahohosnortsnort.
then i went with the netball girls to nomintate the sc.
poor them,they got bombarded by questions.
then we went to NEWater plant.
it actually ain't tht bad.
hte water is actually ok.
tho the place stinks.
phee-uu.
we missed annyi,pearly,kangatong and a lot a lot of pple.
haisigh.
then we came back and ate the nicenice aunt chicken rice!!
she is so nice.
haha.
i was so hungry tht i ate niang tou fu with da gu.
hahaha.
we went to library with kangaray.
the books there are good.
so didn't expect the boys to be there la.
oh man,i have to go back to do library duty on my birthday!
ahhhh!!
but then the librarian is gonna buy me a chocolate.
envy me.
gotta collect fines and loads of stuff la.
oh ya,yesterday i played basketball.
and like the 2 pointers i all can shoot.
then 3 pointer every time nvr go in.
so infuriating.


sigh,i dun feel like going leh.its like..haisigh.

7:26 PM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005.

oh man,my results could kick some serious ass!

ok,i am so feeling agitated agian.sighsigh.

oh man,i think this time i so am gonna farkingly fail.its like i got more Cs and Bs la.
but i am so pleased with literature.I PASSED!!woot!
and it was like i was screaming here and there and ms sng got so pissed by me and kept staring at me.WHATEVER!
oh and geog i passed!YAYAYAY!
cheer up yea annyi!
ok then english i passed too!YAYAYAYYAYAY!
fine.

today kangatong was sick,and we did some seriously gross stuff like crushing the tablet and watching it dissolve and she had to drink it.EWWW.
and i washed part of the stuff-beams
and we had loads of free periods!hehhehh.
i copied all the stuff during the free periods.
ahahahas.
oh and i found out tht i was actually quite lucky tht i didn't fail any subjects.hahas.
today,the usual gang played childhood games tht were oh-so lame.
hahas.
damn amusing.
today's trng was bad,cos i had to big blisters on the sole of my foot.
i know u think tht i am 'lan',but did u have to make it so obvious as to hurt me?i even looked up to you as my role-model-a fierce one.
ok and coach let me go to kallang to play against the ang mohss.
i was so surprised.
like i am so lan and she lets me,SOMEONE PLS TICKLE ME!
ok.shall stop here.

yesterday was a bad day.
shall not elaborate further.

oh yaa,tmr got learning journey whereby they teach us the purification of longkang water.
hahas.
and good luck to wan qi for throwing the discus for the first time in her life at the sports meets!
hahas.

8:35 PM
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Monday, May 23, 2005.

lalala.firstly,
THANK YOU PEARLY FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS!
you rock rock rock.
ok,yesterday i went to temples.
i was actually quite confused.
a part of me was on christianity;another part of buddhism and yet another on free thinkerism.
don't noe why.
i did not really believe in those joss sticks and all,and i told my mom.
surprisingly she didn't rant at me,she said it's ok cos it's my own thinking.
my mom supports me to be a christian if i want to.
my dad was like a devout buddhist,so i told him tht,he would actually slaughter me.
but only for tht day cos it was vesak day.
so i decided in order to live on,i would not say anything.
he was actually quite generous with donations.
i think he donated bout $50 in all.
he prayed very hard.
and under the statue of buddha,i started praying and was amazed that i felt very light,much better.
i poured out to Him,and it was like,it felt great.
but i decided to be a free thinker.
i think it is betta for me cos in this way i would be like more exposed to different religions and their magnificent culture.
then a grp of boys approached me;abt my age.
they asked me to join the buddhist worship grp.
boy it did look like fun but i had no time as it was on 5 june,1day before my bday.
i told them i was not interested politely,and they gave me the 'whatever' face.
sigh.
it is quite hot recently.
like i was some thing in the oven.
and then i went back home and went to swim with braces sistaaa.
she swims like a dolphin la,so scary.i swam 22 laps and i was alr on the verge of dying and she did 26 laps and she was still energetic.
sheesh.
then bathed and went to 64+4 to eat dinner.
i think everyone was staring at me cos i was like wolfing down my food.
heh.
anyway,HAPPY VESAK DAY TO ALL.


i realised i am quite rude to my mom.
when she bought the teens mag for me,i ranted at her cos the contents weren't tht nice.
it was bout chinese bands which i had no vlue bout.
and the posters were f.i.r. and sly which obviously i didn't like.
when i ranted,i could see sadness and disappointment in her eyes.
i then realised how mean i was.
but my pride kept me back,and i didn't apologise.
i screamt at her when she brought the wrong pairs of shoes for me,for playing badminton.
she brought running shoes.
i screamt at her.
and she did a lot for me,asking me wht i prefered and stuff,but i showed attitude towrds her.
i'm really really sorry mom,please forgive me.
guess i'm just crazy to do tht.



today was a crazy day.
woke up and did a bit of assessment.
then went to tampines central cc to eat lunch.
me and mom went to cold storage and bought 2 black peppered chickens.
whoa.
and then dawn's and the others came over.
theyall blasted the music damn loud la.
and it was like we went down to play.
and then suddenly fake ppl started cmin in.
i mean like seriously i agree wit you dawn.have they got no sense of shame just to barge in liddat?can't they just ask us and not barge in?and of course it was stated tht they had to book if not they could just keep their smelly asses out of it.sheesh,oh ya,your screaming was cool.
i was rlly pissed.glad you did the screaming with me.lmao.
haha pple.
wanna know more?
ask dawn-smirks
and it was like i had blisters cos i didn't wear shoes.
had a gd time playing baball and badminton.
ohoh i saww my future brother-in-law.
his name is cedric and he is frm tao nan.
damn cute la.he admitted to liking my rowdy sister.
lmfaoo.
and my dad pissed me off.
we showed each other attitude in front of others.
i know i so will get it when he comes back.
gotta go.
tht stupid chen laolao asked us to do zuo ye.
fark her.
toodles!

8:54 PM
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testing.

8:32 PM
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Saturday, May 21, 2005.

whee.


on thurs i went to harbourfront cos there was like this marking day thing.
so i shopped around with my mom.
i love my mom.
i didnt realise how much i did.
she was like willing to hear me ut and buy me whatever i wanted.
i feel like a spoilt lil princess.
but it was like we ate pastamania AND mackies AND starbucks.
talk about losing weight,tell me about it.
harbourfront is actually quite cool.
there are a lot of bikini shops.
and then we went to this shop la,then the bikinis are imported from brazil.
my mom was like'whoa,only can cover the nipples and private part man.'
i was like omgg.
but it was true.
it was really skimpy.
really small.
went to town to get presents for people bdays which i owed a lot.
then went to repair my fucking phone again.
sheesh.
went to zara and posh shops.
my mom needs working clothes.
but i think the clothes are ugleh and ex.
not worth that much.
and then went home and stoned.




friday was HORRID.
before i proceed,i gotta warn you,if you cannot stand stand vulgarities,click that [x] up there.
okay,firstly,i read a nice poem which me and van made.
haha pearly i know we rock your smellaye ass.
then i got back my papers.
science was ok but math and chinese could go suck some farking ass.
maths i get bad grades i dun give a farking damn but chinese??
well,i guess it's my fault.
it always has been easy but now,a B for chinese.
i cried silently with andrea by my side.
loads of peepos cried.
i was quite amazed at the boys.
they failed bbut didn't cry.
like yun cheng.
he was nice to me when i cried.
lmao.
i cursing inside
i hate the farking chin laolao.
she didn't teach and now her new hairstyle looked as if some bomb exploded on her head that kinda thing.
i feel like farting on her farking face.
to top it off,silly mr lim didn't want to increase my marks.
i wanted a a1 la you old bird.
to top it off,i had a friendly match with pasir ris pri.
they played pretty well.
my performance sucked and i still didn't get why coach asked me to play.
then coach screamed at me on court.
fark la.
but it wasn't tht bad cos i made new friends and tactics from tht game.
thanks ci hui and wan qi.
the baball boys were like cheering for us.
damn loud la they all.
then after tht we plated scrabble and we had PRETEND GAMES.
so funny.
*nudges xin ling and the others.
then got changed and went to dawn's hse.
that ah wang show disappointed me
the one on channel 8 at 7 pm.
the ending sucked like hell.
could kiss some ass if you ask me.
then dawn managed to persuade me and bryan to stayover.
had a movie marathon.
watched some nice indian bollywood show and the red eye.
slept like a peeg.


today i woke up and kept eating.
then watched the eye 2,the red eye(again),a bit of howl's moving castle and blessed.
omfg la,the blessed got sex scenes la,so obscene.
hanged out with jia bin and jiajie they all.
dawn got so many pirated vcds,wonder where are the others like house of wax.
damn,i bet she kept it all away frm me.
went to play badminton.
whoopsie poopsie.
i gotta go.
tmr got tennis trng then have to follow my dad to the temple.
toodles everyboddayye.

12:03 AM
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005.

PARKING LOT PIMPS ROCKS MY SMELLAYE SOCKS!


this is the first time i am so crazy over local bands,other than electrico.

cos like your perfections were in your imperfections.

eeeeek they rock,pebble,gravel,boulder whatever.

let me recap over the past few days.

sunday i had tennis with braces sista and bernard.
well someone pls kick me,cos i didn't know he was keh's son.
ohmygosh.
and i played pretty badly.
sorta tired cos i watched siao ao jiang hu the last night.
damn funny.
then study a bit sleep a bit then went to picnic with co.
damn funny.
my phone crashed again.
sigh.
so damn pissed just cos 1 drip of water was on it and the keypad was like paralysed.
ARGH.
then me and jb were chatting.
didn't know she had so much troubles.
but she shared it with me anyway,and i sharedmine too.
we were all screaming on the little arch.
screaming our lungs out.
i felt so good.
really good.
and i suck at football.
sigh.
haha.
i fell while kicking the ball.
TICKLE ME.
quite fun.

monday's english was quite tough.
i forgot all bout summary.
after that mepearlyvanyennizhixinannyidagusotong went out to tear the tm apart.
we ate ljs.
boy,the service was bad.
and i still rang the bell.
LMAO.
then we took neos tht were a disaster.
haha dunno why.
damn funny.
went hme and mugged for d n t.

eh tuesday was a blast.
altho i forgot wht grp was,i didn't give a damn.
we went to bugis.
sotong didn't join us as she went roller blading.
haha da gu was like 'sotong rollerblading?'
mean ass.
went there to find out tht it was still super early.
so we went round.
kfc not open so we went to mackies.
we were like fooling around
esp the tea with da gu.
she was sipping like a taitai and she thought me.
it was so darn hard la.
haha.
but my tea was a funny color.
after tht we went round chatting la.
talking bout 'my name is kepal,your daughter came to my hse and kicked my dog.'
'dun ask stupid questions'
'you skunk'
i will kill you.just kidding'
lmao peepos.
went to the neo shop.
we actually broke but were so tempted by the machines la.
so we took.
it was really nice.
whoopie.
bugis has a lot a lot of cute shops.
we went to action city and gushed at everything.
i was like oooooooooohh.
they were like ahhhhhhhh
you can like imagine how irritated the shop keeper was.
and erm the lift was fascinating.
the glass one near the food court.
we took the lift up to seiyu.
cos it was nice la the lift.
then we went to the children's arcade in seiyu and we weren't allowed inside cos we were wearing skl u.
then we played with the batman and pac man games outside the arcade.
cos the sales person wasn't there.
it was the kiddy kiddy ones for pete's sake.
but we didn't care.
haha.
and then we sorta talk some stuff.
pearly dun be sad yea?
we will be behind your ass supporting you!
then on the mrt i saw this indian man behind da gu.
he was pressing his face against the glass.
i was laughing continously for 3 stations.
omfgg.
i so embarassed myself.
anyway we weren't very quiet on the mrt to bugis and from bugis.
we were making so much noise.
da gu called me a racist.
sheesh
not my fault ma.
and then we went to da gu's hse.
we walked there even tho it was raining.
stupid da gu.
she influeneced me to love ian of survivor.
ian rocks!
we watched despo housewives,survivor and a lil bit of shrek.
damn funny.
we ate instant noodles.
then after tht i walked to dawn's hse.
stayed there and watche xin niang shi ba and inuyasha.
ok fine,i was practically watching tv the whole day.

oh ya today and tmr no skl.
marking day.
ahs rocks man.gtg now.going to gym with sining.

2:45 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005.

currently drinking a nice big chilled bottle of latte.
thanks dad.
i swear never to go to town with my family.
my sister was shouting all the way;my dad was making sarcastic remarks about almost every roxy wearer there and irritating my sister.
so irritating.
sheesh.
mommy bought me a mambo bag.
it is not bad la.
she wanted to buy me some clothes.
turned down the offer.
duunno why.
it just struck me.
ate marche,damn bloated.
i have my phone back;yayy.
aiya just now just talked to my braces sistaaaa.
we were talking bout people;mean materialistic ppl.
lala.
i am going
to do assessment.
see jj and other lata.
at the same place.


ohoh guys,there is a nice nice resataurant up at east coast.
i think it is called east view live resaturant or sth.
the service is much better than jumbo.
and they give you free ice cream!
very very nice.
yayy.

6:15 PM
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Friday, May 13, 2005.

tears;disappointment












ahh nevermind.

it sucked.
i was like fuck again.
wonder when will i ever stop using that word.

i pray.
god bless.

2:39 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005.

i'm torn into pieces.



aiyaiyai.i still decided to blog after this is my third attempt trying to blog and the fucking computer shut downa fucking three times.sorry if i am vulgar,i just ain't feeling right.
shit.i forgot what i wanted to say.
forget it.
i just realised that loads of new songs just came out.earcandy.
behind these hazel eyes;oh;she's no you;hollaback girl;jerk it out and blah blah.
i know i will do badly this time for exams.
its true,i haven't been studying a lot.once i come back home,watch tv,sleep eat,revise a lil and nth else.
wow,so much for wanting to get a a1.
everytime i see the paper i go like fuck.
i dunno why,i just can't seem to concentrate,one min i'm here and 1 min i'm there.
today's chin was horrid,i just stared at the paper blankly,like as if it were alien.
that's cos i didn't study.
shit.
yesterday's lit was horrible,just bullcrap around.
tuesday's science was ok.
monday's geog was disgusting.
i seem to hate chin now,i think its becos of our revolting chin tcher.
never teach and whole day smile like a horse.
no offence.
sunday i just mugged for geog la,and it turned out that geog was so damn bloody difficult.
had no tennis trng.
sautrday studied with my dear cheryl.ya then went for badminton.
i am so honoured.
jj and dawn used my name for the compos!
lmao,i just love them.
friday we had half day.
then we were all having last min revision.
for math then when i turned my head pearly and the others were gone.
ahaha.magic.
then went to look for ms sang. with andrea and chin hwee.
found out we had a lot more to study.
call call call the others until my ear was red.
then went to white sands to repair my phone.
when i went there my phone was alright but when i got back home my phone just blanked out.
sheesh,i hate my fuckingphone.
i forgot what happened on thurs.
wednesday was ok.
assembly was ok.
we had ms sng back and mr ong is like gone.
and on tues i just remembered that chinhwee andrea and me went to look for ms sng bout lit essay.
stood there for bout like 1 hr.
lit sucks.
mon was a holiday.
studied with cheryl again.
sunday we had tennis trng,then after tht went to dawn's lace for beabea's bday.
happy bday beabea.
saturday i was just fooling around in cheryl's hse bcos the study room was full.
played xbox then i did sth to myself.
i felt so naked and you were still lmaoing.
stupid cheryl.
fri we had chin compo and english compo.
i hate writing bullshit stories,i really do.
i forgot what happened on the following days back.
i have short term memoery loss.
maybe its bcos of the pain i am feeling now.
so painful;i feel like riping my heart out and bleed to death.
sigh.
i feel the pain and the stress.
oh ya,HAPPY BDAY BARNEY!
and we won $10 hmv voucher for the slogan thing.
thanks da gu.
you did it!

8:08 PM
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